What do i know??
Apparently not too much! So, thats me on a 1975 Harley Davidson. Cool huh? I don’t know anything about riding a bike, except the person riding it always looks pretty cool. So, i thought me sitting on a Harley would look just as cool. Not so much!!! Just another dorky runner i am! In my own mind, in my dreams i am way cool! Too cool really…its scary!
Sometimes, i feel like taking the above medication and forget about it all! I always have days where i am so happy, then days where i am so sad! Its like a roller coaster! One day your up, up, up…then all of a sudden you feel so down! I do not like the downs but i am slowly learning how to deal with those days. Its really hard but it takes a lot of self control. I’m tired sometimes. It really exhausts me, those down days! You would think running would help, it does. But, it doesn’t…Some days you need more!
I’m kinda concerned about something. In one month’s time i am going on a hiking trip with a friend. First time hiking for the both of us and its stressing me out. Yeah, you would think i’d be all like happy and excited, but i’m not. I’m scared! I’m nervous. I’m feeling like i won’t be able to do it. It’s 3 days of hiking. 3 days of camping out. 3 days of setting up camp, tents, sleeping bags… Will i survive? Don’t know really…i guess time will tell huh? Here’s something cool though. This has got to be the coolest thing i am taking on my hike! By the way, the hike is in Southern Oregon!! Yes, i said Oregon!!! Oy Vey!
So, this is my life! I am scared shitless! Why? Because i am a dork that lets the world scare her!!! Yet i run! I always run! I love to run!!! It really keeps me as sane as possible.
Let’s play it by ear OK?
I’m sure I’m not the first, nor will I be the last, to say:
RIP – George Carlin